super junior saranghamnida...

Now, i really - really addicted about them...
they can make my mood changed quickly...
can make my heart was beating fast..
can make me cry..
can make me laugh..

they fill my empty days..
they fill my empty heart..

I love their song..
I love their dance..
I really-really love them..
saranghamnida super junior..

especially the Leader...
Park Jungsoo.. Leeteuk..
Teeuk, Teeukie, Eeteuk, Angel, White angel...
Saranghae oppa..

When I'm weary
You gave me strength
And your often by my side
Now I want to say
Thank You
and, because there's you
That's why I'm happy, This is for you
-Thank You-

I never once forgot you
I thought of only you
Then what about you
Did you forget me
My tears fall from my eyes
I feel betrayed
-Happiness-

Love U More Love U More Love U More
You will always be in my heart
Love U More Love U More
Your breath will always be in my heart
-Love U More-

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
firstly I firstly I
For you for you for you I fell
I fell I fell I've fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby
-Sorry Sorry-

Through hardships and difficulties, I do
I’ll always be there, I do
Through our many days together, I do
I’ll be thankful every day, My love

For a lifetime I’ll be by your side, I do
Loving you, I do
Cherishing you through the snow and rain, I do
I’ll protect you, My love
-Marry U-

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes begun to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I choose you
That’s right, it’s you

Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by....
-It's You-

Oh! day by day, stay by my side always
stay in my heart, dazzling, shining my love...

Shining star! like a little diamond, makes me love
looking at me with the sweet smile that’s like a dream to me,
whisper to me
we’ll always be together, ’til the end of time...
-Shining Star-

Oh my Super Junior, ni shi wo de super man!! wo shen me dou yuan yi... ♥

I 13lieve super junior and promi15e to Love u..
saranghaeyo...

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Ku tak mengerti mengapa diriku
jatuh cinta kedua kali saat ku tlah tutup hatiku
Skarang kau pergi tinggalkan diriku
Tinggalkanku sendirian
Pergilah Oh Kasih...

Ku kan terbang tinggi di awan bersama sang malaikat pelindung hidup..
Pergilah kau tinggalkanku disini sendiri tanpamu..
Pergilah...
Oh kasih...
Tinggalkanku....

⎯ Clyde Chong

This was very a painful feeling.. I'm crying..

He Appeared Again

- he appeared again -

who is he?
Muse.

dia balik lagi ke kehidupan g setelah belakangan ini g berhasil mengusir dia dari hati g.
g uda ga kepikiran lagi soal dy, ga ada rasa apa2 sama dy, pokoknya uda ga ada perasaan sama dy... tapi.. dia balik lagi... bikin g ma dia deket lagi...
aduh, g takut kalo misalnya g jadi demen sama dia lagi... T.T cuma gara2 tugas2 skolah ini yang bikin g deket sama dia... ARRGGGHHH...
1. drama b.indo. wew, dulu g tertarik sama dy karna akting dia...
2. tugas bla..bla..bla.. yang bikin g harus naik motor sama dy.. baru kali ini g naik motor sama temen sampe jauh begitu...
fuhh... g uda ga ada rasa deg2an ato panas dingin lagi sama dia, tapi pas di motor ada rasa dikit...
huaaa.. gmana donk??
g kan GA MAOOOOO sama si penyuka merah ini... wkwk..

uda cukup rasanya gw berharap sama dia..

I just wanna stop it..

I just wanna stop it..

Itu PM g di msn mulai hari ini.. entah sampai kapan tuh PM bakal g ganti lagi..
hhh~
g pengen melarikan diri dari ini semua, tapi g ga bisa..
seperti yang uda g bilang seblomnya, g pengen menarik diri, tapi g ga bisa... g ga tau gmana caranya..
seseorang, tolong bantu tarik g seblom g jatuh ke jurang yang paling dalam...
yahh..
g hanya berpikir kalo ga mungkin ada harapan buad g dari Muse... karna itu, seblom g sedih atau bener2 cinta sama dia, mendingan g cepet2 STOP...
tapi g ga bisa ngelakuin itu.. g musti gmana???
huhuhuhuhuhuhu...

seharusnya, saat g jatuh cinta atau suka sama seseorang, g harus berani nerima konsekuensinya..
tapi g takut buat nerima konsekuensi itu...
karna itu g memilih buad lari, tapi g ga bisa... g malah semakin ketarik padahal g uda berusaha lari...
g harus denger apa kata temen2 g..
Cinta ga harus memiliki..
g rasa, itu yang harus g pegang supaya g ga sedih atau sakit hati ketika g jatuh ke jurang yang paling dalam itu..

I need someone...

entah kenapa tiba-tiba aja g ngerasa kesepian.. (dodol.. :p)
bener-bener tiba2.. padahal byasanya, g ga perna mikir soal ini... (<— bodoh)
aih2... g jadi keinget masa lalu g, dimana 'mereka' menemani hidup g, membuat hidup g jadi ga gini2 aja, pokoknya ga bikin g ngerasa nge blank, banyak perasaan yang g rasain. hal2 itu yang g rindu skarang.. (ga guna.. ckck..)

aduh..
skarang g emang lagi suka sama seseorang, tapi entah knapa, orang ini ga bikin g panas dingin kayak lagi suka sama seseorang.. (anehhh..)
g ga tau ni beneran suka ato cuma perasaan duank?? aih2..
kadang g sirik (sirik tanda tak mampu :D) sama orang2 yang uda foto be-2 sama cowk na, or statusnya in a relationship... (ga guna abis sebenernya)

tapi bener... saat g nulis blog ini, g lagi ngerasa butuh seseorang yang bisa ada di hati g dan bikin hidup g jadi lebih berwarna, ga gini2 duank...
huhu.. :p